Rehab

It's been a while since my accident and rehab is going..........ok.  My heart is still attempting to heal and it proves to be difficult at times.  On the flip side, I'm able to do somethings that I couldn't do at first....eat, sleep, walk, talk without crying, smile.  It may not seem like much, but it is!! I still have good and bad days. *shrug*  I long for the time when I have more good ones than bad.  I've actually come a long way and I know I have a longer way to go.  


I credit God for the strides I've made thus far.  Since everything happened I've had a ton of people praying for me and I even started praying for myself.  God is all I have as I go through this situation.  He is the only one that can comfort me in my time of need....comfort me when the tears won't seem to stop......perform a miracle.  I realize the miracle I want may not happen....at least right now, but I am thankful for the recovery process.  


I am of the thought there is a lesson in every situation and God is teaching me a few of them, even though they are VERY painful.  I'm learning and trying to take each setback as best as I can.  I can't end up back in ICU. They say things happen for a reason and God doesn't make any mistakes.  I have to trust and believe in that and continue to press on.