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Just a young lady trying to leave a memorable championship game in the lives of those I encounter. I work and play hard, giving everything I got.

Wednesday, February 19, 2014

I Want

The other day a friend of mind posted a blog which included a beautiful quote from Bob Marley.

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.

There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby.

Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.” 


This is what I want in my next relationship.  This is the love I want to build from the ground up. 

I want to create life long memories with the one person who is my lover, friend and confidant.  

I want to bask in his radiant smile.

I want to submerge myself in the depth of his knowledge.

I want to push him as he chases his dreams.

I want to be intoxicated by the smell of his skin.

I want to share in his disappointments.

I want to feel his heart beat as I lay against his chest.

I want it all.............................................................................

Sunday, February 9, 2014

I've Been Gone for a Minute.....

Guess who's back????

So let me start by saying Happy Thanksgiving, Merry Christmas, and Happy New Year!!!!  

Yea, didn't realize I had been gone for so long.....my bad :-( 

Well a lot has happened since my last post in September.  Let's see.....I purchased a house, had a relationship, found out my ex fiance was getting married, and have been spending a lot of time alone. 

Things have not been "bad" by any stretch of the imagination.  I've had the normal go-throughs and still learning how to navigate this thing called life.  

There are times when I enjoy having my own space and others when I just want someone around.  Yes, I've done a little of crying because I've felt lonely, but hey......that's what happens....such as life. 

Work is going well, although I've missed at least one day a week this month due to being sick, the snow and my heating system going bad.  

I'm still working out and trying to get the shape of my dreams, lol.  I was actually approached by the local gym manager and some lady who saw me working out about teaching a class.  I really need to stop procrastinating and get my certification.

Ummmm, yea.....I have much to say and nothing to say at all.

In any event I will promise to do better and posting.

Until next time.....<3 ya!